This morning..was one of the hardest ones in my life. I have realized..to let go..and live happily..you need to be able to find peace within yourself. I've made mistakes in my past..but i don't think i have ever tried so hard to be a better person than i have in the past months. Everything takes time..and as someone told me..maybe its not you thats wrong..its the time. Sometimes..there is wrong times for everything. and Though it hurts..it might break me at the seams..i've learned to accept. Because i Have nothing else but to accept. Accept time..accept life..and accept anything that may come my way..for in this life..we only have control over ourselves..no one else. as i write this..my heart seems to break more and more. I lost a best friend..a star to me..but i also lost alot of myself. I lost a part that makes me me.. But...anything i have lived..will help me surpass anything..it has to make me stronger ..it has to. Even if i feel alone nowadays..because to be quite honest..no one will help you as much as you can help yourself..no one can..its ironic..one of the worst mornings..and my mother's packing at the moment..i can't stop her..i can't save her. I can only be my best. Sometimes the best decision is to remove oneself from a situation..that hurts..because in this world..we are our own worst enemy..because we know what makes us suffer..and we prolong it. I can't prolong this. and though i might fall apart..day to day..i know one day i'll be okay. It's part of growing up. Accepting your failure. I accept mine.
Its a STEP..to growing up.
Accepting.
Love..Love..Love..
-Linda Cruz
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